The wind is blowing here at the ocean, and I'm here cozy at home listening to this epic 80's rendition of the Maha Mantra. A hundred seagulls are flying by my window. Taking in the message! I'm gonna skip that crazy Purim party tonight and take an epsom salt bath!
I have often been more aware of how what I eat affects me than how people affect me. This is such a good reminder!
Trying to figure out what is making me cranky, irritated or low when “I” don’t feel like it’s mine gets easier then.
Allowing myself to be moved by the hand of God from one state to another with courage. Perhaps I am brought there to bring light. Feels like a place to stand right now..
As to what clears me, LOTS and LOTS of time alone, being outside, water and a recent one- cooking really tasty and healthy meals.
For others when possible. Also for me always a little dog. The best heart openers!
Beautiful Erin. Thank you for coming out of retreat for us. Your work and devotion is felt and a true beacon for many. Thank you sister Erin. I can say this from deep truth- you’ve helped me more than almost anyone in my life.
I have been perched above the mouth of the sacred Elwha as it dumps into the Salish sea with an Eagle view for a month. So Piscean. All water.
I’m finally understanding my profound sensitivity and the greatest lesson I believe you teach - “it’s not personal”. It’s been brutally beautiful. Without you and Amma - well…
I can’t really talk to anyone without walking away feeling like them. I went to the pool to rehab this body that is more water than Earth at the moment - and I left not able to feel myself for the rest of the day. Absorbing all that everyone else is releasing in that pool as well haha. But it’s intense. Much learning of boundaries still.
Anyhow. I’m full of words for you today. Thank you so much for your love.
I totally relate. Laughed out loud with the pool of water soak! I had a similar experience the other day.. I was at some local fair where a guy was offering Hawaiian foot massages for 10 minutes. My back was hurting so I thought that sounded like a great idea. It wasn't but a few minutes in that I realized he had been stepping on other people all day long and now he was literally stepping on me with the most absorbent part of the lower body. What the hell!? This awareness never ends.. tragic comedy indeed!
And thank you for your nice words. I truly take them in and appreciate you saying how much my work has assisted you.
Solitude and staying in my lane has been helping me tremendously. No TV, or radio. I’ve unplugged for weeks now and feel great. Thank you for your service to humanity during such a stressful time.
I totally relate to the importance of becoming aware how we feel after spending time with certain people. What I find difficult is that it is not always strictly about them. It is also about who am I being when I am in this interaction, and why do certain things trigger me? I feel it's the easy way out to "blame it" on them and go some place alone to reco lver. I am much more interested in getting to the bottom of why I am being someone I don't always recognize when in touch with other levels of consciousness and trauma responses. I know that discrepancy diminishes as I do my part of the work and yet, I dream of a state where I am not influenced or triggered no matter what the other person does or radiates. I feel that when I am capable of that, I am present in a way that lifts them up as well. And vi e versa, when I get triggered, I somehow reinstate them. And then again, maybe such perfection is too much to ask- we are all human at the end. Or is too much? Thank you, Erin.
I certainly did not mean to imply that we stop doing our work; that also continues. I do know that the work will last as long as it lasts. And we need not take it personally if there is more there. I'm certainly continuing.
My main focus is bringing to others' attention the level of sensitivity and the often-ignored absorption of people, places, situations.
If you get to the place where you are not at all affected by the environment.. let me know! I'd love to hear your magic secret. 🤣
As you know, I deeply appreciate constellation work and continue to support that work personally and globally. In fact, as you know, it is the Field that we are in that points to the fact that we are not separate and thereby affected by others and their collective and historical trauma and healing. I am so grateful for your contribution to this field!
Thank you so much for reading, commenting, and sharing, Natalia!
Thank you, Erin! I agree! As far as getting "not at all affected by the environment", in some way, I feel that I am on the opposite journey... 🤣 I.e. I am moving from numbness (which is how I and many of us protect ourselves) to sensitiity and connectedness to the field. The magic is somehow in being connected to all there is but also not taking it personal. It takes mastery to open up to feeling a lot of emotions, but not being absorbed by them. I am also very grateful for all your work, and for your support to my work! It means a lot!
Thank you for so powerfully and succinctly saying it, you can either go insane or go within. I’m going to listen again just to get it— we gotta go deep, into the heart….into LOVE ❤️
Wow, this day has been off-the charts intense...I'm assisting in a 5-day Satori process ("tell me who you are") that blew up in a way that the instructor, who has 45 years of experience, has never seen. Three people didn't want to follow the process and didn't want to be told what to do, and left, full of judgement and victimhood. And "I" 😉 with Moon at 23 Pisces, Sun at 25 Pisces, am left in absolutely connected, calm, orgasmic satori state. Perhaps Uranus on my ascendant and Pluto at my midheaven/Jupiter are assisting. I loved hearing the Sabian symbol for 23 Pisces as I just had two weeks of mediumship at the Arthur Findlay College. Thank you as always for your wisdom, Erin. There is a way to move now with grace through this madness, and your podcasts help us with that.
Wow!!!!! What an experience. Thank you for sharing that, LeAnn!
I have also been feeling ecstatic and blissful, and I am ever watchful when that arises. The shadow is never too far away.
I love the mention of Uranus on your ascendant as your honest will cross my ascendant next year. And Pluto on your midheaven and Jupiter wow. What a time for you! Power-full!
Thank you so much for reading, commenting, and sharing, LeAnn. 🌺
I’m going to listen to your podcast as soon as I finish answering your questions.
It’s—no shit, I did NOT plan this, lol—4:20 am and for the third night in a row, the energies are expressing themselves through my neurobiology in an exquisite, heightened, deepened sense of this effervescent Reality that, for too many of my years, I was probably willfully unappreciative of, due to my focusing on what I thought I knew were the many ills of the world.
No. I. Don’t. Know. And. That’s. Okay.
Surrender, and find deep liberty in the Spaciousness.
Exquisite.
That’s the word that keeps falling off the palette of my limited-yet-limitless ability to use words to pin down the ineffable.
Reality is Exquisite and I’m Grateful to be one of its Co-Creators.
Beautifully expressed, Brian! I agree, it is exquisite. And 4:20 is very funny. And I love the, "Only don't know." Unknown is so Piscean... The vast ocean of potential plenum.
Thank you so much for reading, listening, and sharing, Brian!
The wind is blowing here at the ocean, and I'm here cozy at home listening to this epic 80's rendition of the Maha Mantra. A hundred seagulls are flying by my window. Taking in the message! I'm gonna skip that crazy Purim party tonight and take an epsom salt bath!
Thank you for this, Erin.
I have often been more aware of how what I eat affects me than how people affect me. This is such a good reminder!
Trying to figure out what is making me cranky, irritated or low when “I” don’t feel like it’s mine gets easier then.
Allowing myself to be moved by the hand of God from one state to another with courage. Perhaps I am brought there to bring light. Feels like a place to stand right now..
As to what clears me, LOTS and LOTS of time alone, being outside, water and a recent one- cooking really tasty and healthy meals.
For others when possible. Also for me always a little dog. The best heart openers!
Much love and gratitude!
Thank you, Heidi! Bring outside, water...always helpful.
Sometimes it helps me to drink water in the middle of the night if I wake up.
And always, removing blame and shame... It's what's happening...and we see how long it lasts. Not personal!
So glad you have the little dog. Earth angel, indeed!
Beautiful Erin. Thank you for coming out of retreat for us. Your work and devotion is felt and a true beacon for many. Thank you sister Erin. I can say this from deep truth- you’ve helped me more than almost anyone in my life.
I have been perched above the mouth of the sacred Elwha as it dumps into the Salish sea with an Eagle view for a month. So Piscean. All water.
I’m finally understanding my profound sensitivity and the greatest lesson I believe you teach - “it’s not personal”. It’s been brutally beautiful. Without you and Amma - well…
I can’t really talk to anyone without walking away feeling like them. I went to the pool to rehab this body that is more water than Earth at the moment - and I left not able to feel myself for the rest of the day. Absorbing all that everyone else is releasing in that pool as well haha. But it’s intense. Much learning of boundaries still.
Anyhow. I’m full of words for you today. Thank you so much for your love.
I totally relate. Laughed out loud with the pool of water soak! I had a similar experience the other day.. I was at some local fair where a guy was offering Hawaiian foot massages for 10 minutes. My back was hurting so I thought that sounded like a great idea. It wasn't but a few minutes in that I realized he had been stepping on other people all day long and now he was literally stepping on me with the most absorbent part of the lower body. What the hell!? This awareness never ends.. tragic comedy indeed!
And thank you for your nice words. I truly take them in and appreciate you saying how much my work has assisted you.
Much love.
Excellent post Erin.
Solitude and staying in my lane has been helping me tremendously. No TV, or radio. I’ve unplugged for weeks now and feel great. Thank you for your service to humanity during such a stressful time.
So helpful. So, so necessary... Thank you, MaeMae!
I totally relate to the importance of becoming aware how we feel after spending time with certain people. What I find difficult is that it is not always strictly about them. It is also about who am I being when I am in this interaction, and why do certain things trigger me? I feel it's the easy way out to "blame it" on them and go some place alone to reco lver. I am much more interested in getting to the bottom of why I am being someone I don't always recognize when in touch with other levels of consciousness and trauma responses. I know that discrepancy diminishes as I do my part of the work and yet, I dream of a state where I am not influenced or triggered no matter what the other person does or radiates. I feel that when I am capable of that, I am present in a way that lifts them up as well. And vi e versa, when I get triggered, I somehow reinstate them. And then again, maybe such perfection is too much to ask- we are all human at the end. Or is too much? Thank you, Erin.
Thank you so much, Natalia!
I certainly did not mean to imply that we stop doing our work; that also continues. I do know that the work will last as long as it lasts. And we need not take it personally if there is more there. I'm certainly continuing.
My main focus is bringing to others' attention the level of sensitivity and the often-ignored absorption of people, places, situations.
If you get to the place where you are not at all affected by the environment.. let me know! I'd love to hear your magic secret. 🤣
As you know, I deeply appreciate constellation work and continue to support that work personally and globally. In fact, as you know, it is the Field that we are in that points to the fact that we are not separate and thereby affected by others and their collective and historical trauma and healing. I am so grateful for your contribution to this field!
Thank you so much for reading, commenting, and sharing, Natalia!
Thank you, Erin! I agree! As far as getting "not at all affected by the environment", in some way, I feel that I am on the opposite journey... 🤣 I.e. I am moving from numbness (which is how I and many of us protect ourselves) to sensitiity and connectedness to the field. The magic is somehow in being connected to all there is but also not taking it personal. It takes mastery to open up to feeling a lot of emotions, but not being absorbed by them. I am also very grateful for all your work, and for your support to my work! It means a lot!
Thank you for so powerfully and succinctly saying it, you can either go insane or go within. I’m going to listen again just to get it— we gotta go deep, into the heart….into LOVE ❤️
Right on, Danita! Thank you for reading, commenting and sharing! 🌺
Wow, this day has been off-the charts intense...I'm assisting in a 5-day Satori process ("tell me who you are") that blew up in a way that the instructor, who has 45 years of experience, has never seen. Three people didn't want to follow the process and didn't want to be told what to do, and left, full of judgement and victimhood. And "I" 😉 with Moon at 23 Pisces, Sun at 25 Pisces, am left in absolutely connected, calm, orgasmic satori state. Perhaps Uranus on my ascendant and Pluto at my midheaven/Jupiter are assisting. I loved hearing the Sabian symbol for 23 Pisces as I just had two weeks of mediumship at the Arthur Findlay College. Thank you as always for your wisdom, Erin. There is a way to move now with grace through this madness, and your podcasts help us with that.
Wow!!!!! What an experience. Thank you for sharing that, LeAnn!
I have also been feeling ecstatic and blissful, and I am ever watchful when that arises. The shadow is never too far away.
I love the mention of Uranus on your ascendant as your honest will cross my ascendant next year. And Pluto on your midheaven and Jupiter wow. What a time for you! Power-full!
Thank you so much for reading, commenting, and sharing, LeAnn. 🌺
I’m going to listen to your podcast as soon as I finish answering your questions.
It’s—no shit, I did NOT plan this, lol—4:20 am and for the third night in a row, the energies are expressing themselves through my neurobiology in an exquisite, heightened, deepened sense of this effervescent Reality that, for too many of my years, I was probably willfully unappreciative of, due to my focusing on what I thought I knew were the many ills of the world.
No. I. Don’t. Know. And. That’s. Okay.
Surrender, and find deep liberty in the Spaciousness.
Exquisite.
That’s the word that keeps falling off the palette of my limited-yet-limitless ability to use words to pin down the ineffable.
Reality is Exquisite and I’m Grateful to be one of its Co-Creators.
Beautifully expressed, Brian! I agree, it is exquisite. And 4:20 is very funny. And I love the, "Only don't know." Unknown is so Piscean... The vast ocean of potential plenum.
Thank you so much for reading, listening, and sharing, Brian!